The start of the crazy

I feel like I will be posting a lot more often or at least try to. I always have a topic to blog about but I never get to it.But right now, I have so many topics In my head I don't know what to blog about. I picked up my sister today and she is now back in the states permanently. My sister and I cherish the times we talk on the phone and the main reason for my videos are because of her. We laugh endlessly, joke, talk about whatever is the first thing that pops into our minds. But the thing is.... whenever she visits, it is absolutely havoc! I don't know if it's the distance (she was staying in Germany) or what, but it's like this sister-sister feud we have going on. I feel like we're fighting for attention but I don't care for that. It makes me so upset i might just starting ranting. Maybe it's because I am the younger child but I feel like when my sister talks to me, she doesn't need to be respectful at all. I feel like I'm being talk to as just some person. Not even, just being talked to as if I don't deserve to be ....acknowledged? I'm not sure if that's the right word for this situation. Okay, this post is just gonna be a rant. My sister talks to me as if I'm suppose to know how she's feeling or know exactly what she's thinking. I get her attitude all the time and spoken to so rudely. I really can't stand it! I rather just not talk to her and if I don't, then I'm the one who seems rude. If I can, I try to avoid any situation. For me, I am a person who likes to share things. Let it be presents or just useless info that I find amusing. But when I tell my sister something that pops up in my mind, I get the, "whatever." I think I'll stop here for now. I'm sure there will definitely more to come. Instead of my usual pictures I used post. I'll decide to put something that will make you smile after reading this horrible post.

No matter how much a person makes you upset, just remember, don't let it ruin your day. And who's to say you let them have the power to make you upset?! Just brush it off and laugh away. No one can ruin it for you :) Good night! Wow, this was relieving ^^

Let your day be filled with cupcakes and smiles!

Family Time!

....is a thing I cherish a lot. I absolutely love it when my family comes down to visit or when my sisters or niece call to talk. I'm from a family of six but if you saw me, you'd probably think I was an only child. Not only am I the youngest but I'm the only one that lives with my parents. I hate that I don't get to grow up with my sisters and we get to go shopping together and go out and party together. I always wanted to get ready together and I would do the makeup and she would do the hair or something. But all my siblings live elsewhere that takes hours to get here. I never really got to grow up with any of my sisters because they either moved out or one moved in with the other. I have brothers too but I'm a girl. They really have no interest in my hobbies lol I still love them all though. Any chance I get I tell them, "Come live with me! We'll have fun :D" My family is coming down next month and I am so excited! and also my niece will be moving in and I'm wayyy excited for that. We can both experience college together and I could help her out with all the college stuff. So bad things could happen, probably will happen but I don't mind. I'm happy :)

Testing out for later vlogging! Peace!

Gotta catch'em all!

Wanna know a hobby I'm currently into? Can you guess from the title? Lol It's collecting pokemon cards! It may be a childish thing but I find it quite fun. I used to collect mass amounts way back when I was in elementary school. It was even banned from my school. That's how bad it got back then. I don't know why but recently I've been really into collecting them again. Something about open a pack of cards and getting wayy too excited not knowing what you could be getting. I originally liked them when it was just the original 151 pokemons. I had the poster, the book with every single pokemon and their strengths and weakness, just the original stuff. I miss it all. My gosh, I sound like a complete pokemon nerd. My bf and I make it a thing now that whenever we go to target, we GOTTA get at least two booster packs. One for him to open, and one for me. It may seem dorky but whatever, at least I'm loving it :) Check out some of my AWESOME collection! haha enjoy :D

One of my first cards! I <3 squirtle. I can't wait till I get the whole set.

My holographic collection ^^ Is there a difference between holographic and foiled?

I think this fella here is pretty cute. One of the newer pokemons I actually like

A good use for this blog...

Hmm.. winter break is here! maybe now is a good time to start using this blog lol so many uses for this blog. I could maybe post some makeup blogs. I've always wanted to do that. That was the main reason for creating it. Mainly just for my family and friends. I always get questions about how did I do this makeup look or what I do to my hair. And most of the time it's just simple stuff like how to put on eyeliner or how do I clip up my hair haha so maybe... we'll see how unlazy I'll be! Bye!

Plans Cancelled.

I created this blog months ago but never have I posted, well a blog lol. But now I feel like this is a good time to put it to use!

I would say today is the first day of my winter break. I had made plans a couple of weeks ago to go shopping with a friend and find the perfect gift for his gf. Now I was more that happy to help! We planned to shop and eat so I was looking forward to spending a whole day doing what I love best. Eating and shopping! haha It was till a couple days ago that my friend told another friend and she too wanted to go so she asked to join us with our day of shopping. I was a bit pissed that she asked but those that know me know that I can't really say no especially when it's something as simple as shopping. So I assumed it would be fine for her to join and that plans were set to have her come as well. Well, today is the day of the shopping trip and I called my friend to see if she's awake and to get ready to go. She then told me HER friend wants to go as well and of course I said okay. But then told me she has to wait for her friend to finish school at noon and then wait for her to come home. I was a bit frustrated but I said okay. I then called my friend and told him the news. He agreed and said it was okay also. So I got up and showered and got ready to go. My friend then calls again and asks if he can leave his house yet. I told him our friend hasn't called and told me when she was ready yet so I said no. We were getting really frustrated but we agreed we'd wait. My friend then calls back a little later and says to just cancel it cause he was getting tired of waiting. I had no other choice but to agree.

I was already tearing up during the call cause I had gotten out of bed to get ready and when I done and ready to go, it's already over with. When I get really frustrated or angry I tend to cry and I couldn't help in this situation. Now I'm back in bed with my makeup on still and my hair all nice and pretty and writing this blog. My bf is trying to take me out since I'm so upsest but I can't help but just want to stay in bed. I know I should have just told our friend no in the first place and just said this was something just for me and my friend. Now I just wish I didn't make any plans at all.

Since the plans are cancelled, my friend rescheduled for wednesday. I was hoping to chill that day until work but unfortunately I can't. Lil ol' sucker me agreed to wake up and go to the mall early in the morning and then work after. Sigh. Why do I do such thing to myself?