A good use for this blog...

Hmm.. winter break is here! maybe now is a good time to start using this blog lol so many uses for this blog. I could maybe post some makeup blogs. I've always wanted to do that. That was the main reason for creating it. Mainly just for my family and friends. I always get questions about how did I do this makeup look or what I do to my hair. And most of the time it's just simple stuff like how to put on eyeliner or how do I clip up my hair haha so maybe... we'll see how unlazy I'll be! Bye!

Plans Cancelled.

I created this blog months ago but never have I posted, well a blog lol. But now I feel like this is a good time to put it to use!

I would say today is the first day of my winter break. I had made plans a couple of weeks ago to go shopping with a friend and find the perfect gift for his gf. Now I was more that happy to help! We planned to shop and eat so I was looking forward to spending a whole day doing what I love best. Eating and shopping! haha It was till a couple days ago that my friend told another friend and she too wanted to go so she asked to join us with our day of shopping. I was a bit pissed that she asked but those that know me know that I can't really say no especially when it's something as simple as shopping. So I assumed it would be fine for her to join and that plans were set to have her come as well. Well, today is the day of the shopping trip and I called my friend to see if she's awake and to get ready to go. She then told me HER friend wants to go as well and of course I said okay. But then told me she has to wait for her friend to finish school at noon and then wait for her to come home. I was a bit frustrated but I said okay. I then called my friend and told him the news. He agreed and said it was okay also. So I got up and showered and got ready to go. My friend then calls again and asks if he can leave his house yet. I told him our friend hasn't called and told me when she was ready yet so I said no. We were getting really frustrated but we agreed we'd wait. My friend then calls back a little later and says to just cancel it cause he was getting tired of waiting. I had no other choice but to agree.

I was already tearing up during the call cause I had gotten out of bed to get ready and when I done and ready to go, it's already over with. When I get really frustrated or angry I tend to cry and I couldn't help in this situation. Now I'm back in bed with my makeup on still and my hair all nice and pretty and writing this blog. My bf is trying to take me out since I'm so upsest but I can't help but just want to stay in bed. I know I should have just told our friend no in the first place and just said this was something just for me and my friend. Now I just wish I didn't make any plans at all.

Since the plans are cancelled, my friend rescheduled for wednesday. I was hoping to chill that day until work but unfortunately I can't. Lil ol' sucker me agreed to wake up and go to the mall early in the morning and then work after. Sigh. Why do I do such thing to myself?